CHOCOLATE FANTASY

"my middle name is 'chocolate fantasy'.." he had never seen anybody engaged in any activity to such an extent as if the whole world around her has stopped for all those moments.. the calmness on her face... was because of the excitement she was holding inside her.... not a single word was said during those 3 minutes... it seemed as if she has stopped thinking also... not caring about the world around her and just concentrating on the only piece of pastry lying on her plate....with ice cream on the top... he wondered whether there could be anything he could be so passionate about.. it was difficult.. he also used to get quite involved while working out but not at all to this extent... she set a totally new benchmark... unachievable one... she was looking more beautiful than ever... if its a say that u can fall in love just once in life.... its wrong.. he has fallen in love with her every time he has seen her....the first time he hugged her... and she was in his arms... the first time he kissed her... and now when he is sitting with her in cafe coffee day..... with she totally engaged in her chocholate syrup and ice cream.. he has again fallen in love with her.... he wanted to say a lot of things to her.. " how much he loves her".." how much he cares about her"....." how he has spent each and every second thinking about her from the moment he has seen her"... but seeing her commitment to the chocolate .. he let his every expression wait and just got engrossed in watching her eat... she cleaned the last bit of syrup left on the plate and the spoon and looked at him... he smiled at her and asked" shall we leave now?"

she replied" just one??? i deserve at least one more chocolate fantasy for being 1st in my class, daddy"

DECISIONS

"Who said that you fall in love just once!! infact its every second that you love something..might be a flower in the garden or its fragrance...a cool t-shirt... pair of shades...a scene of the movie or the actors of it..its totally natural..same way i can fall in love with this girl... infact i am falling "

the reasons were enough to justify himself to like the girl sitting in front of her....for a moment he became totally insensitive to the surroundings...the waiter carrying the coffee...the menu kept in front of him...the fragrance of coffee all round him...infact he was not even able to concentrate on what she was saying...he was just dumbstruck looking at her face..at her moving lips..at movement of her eyebrows..her every expression seem to make a place in his memory...and bring her more close to him....he have met lot more pretty girls in his life..but she was different...it was just not about looks or beauty...it was something different that went through his heart...he felt pain...but it was pleasant....he had to carry on the conversation....he was falling short of topics...he knew that time was running away... at last after a minute of silence he said "we should leave now..its too late"

she was not expecting that....she met him today and liked his charm."..this evening has been full of surprises and it seems there are much more left...how come he is suddenly asking to leave.....it seems he was interested in me....he invited me to this place and i sort of like him too.. he is cute,handsome and quite caring too...then why a sudden change of gesture.." confused...she rose to leave...he paid for the coffee and headed towards the door....she also moved behind him..both were filled with emotions but none of them spoke a single word...he accompanied her to her scooty...he was not able to look into her eyes..a guilt feeling was there...with a casual look he said "bye".."i don't think we would ever be able to meet again"she replied.'at least ask for my number' she thought....."ya , anyways it was nice meeting you" and he moved towards his car....she was going away from him...and he was aware of the fact...but he knew that he was helpless...he picked up his mobile...still a guilt feeling...he dialled a number...."hey jaan howzz ur health"..."I..I..I was just hanging out wid some friends".." ya... have bought cerelac for aakash"

Red

"seriously, please leave me alone. i have told you earlier..don't try to get close to me."

he was taken aback on listening to it. he just said "hi" and nothing else.

anyways he moved away from her..leaving her alone in that crowded station.it was 9:20 p.m...

it has been the story for quite some time now...she has been ignoring him...but it was difficult to live with it as he was her senior...they were suppose to catch the same train ....so he remained on the same platform but far enough to be out of her view.. but still he kept an eye on her as he had a feeling that sooner or later she will need him and look for him and then he should be available for her in no time....these were the hopes on which he has been living his life for the past few years...some times they have been fulfilled but most of the times it has failed...

she was working on her mobile...trying to call somebody...might be her fiancé...

the train arrived....and with it the huge crowd flocked to it gates...she was standing near the ladies compartment...he saw her moving towards the gate....for some reason he was not able to move her eye of her although he was getting pushed and brushed by the crowd....suddenly he heard a noise...as if of a gunfire...

and then a series of blows rocked the station..everybody was running ...not in any particular direction...

he was thrown away on the floor... trying to get hold of his laptop bag...he stood up and ran towards the female compartment ....she was not there...suddenly he lost his balance ...he grab hold of the man in front of him but he felt something sticky on his palm...it was blood...and the man in front of him fell right there....and then he had his confrontation with death....a man was standing in front of him with a gun in his hand firing aimlessly at the crowd and people were falling like pile of bricks...he fell on the floor....and on him was the dead body from which he expected a support a while ago....he could have been the next target but he hid himself below the body and the gunman moved ahead with his mission killing more people...he knew that being there would not help much as he needed to move out and search for her and make sure that she is safe...he stood up and looked around ....she was nowhere and the gunman was busy killing...everywhere there was blood and scream was deafening...bags ,purses and bodies were scattered around the platform and suddenly his eyes met a yellow duppatta ...somebody was hiding behind the pole and the gunman was also having the same feeling...he got hold of a rod falling by the side of him and ran towards her giving a deadly blow to the gunman...she was shivering..the gunman was on the floor crying and yelling..he hold her hand...suddenly he felt pain in his shoulders ...bullet has struck him ...he shouted"move move" and both started running ...one bullet struck in his leg and he fell down ...she dragged him in the crowd...the gunman was not behind them...he was not able to walk...he crawled to the nearest wall and laid on it for support...the pain was immense...he was not able to figure out her face..everything was blur in front of him....he stressed his eyes..she was there...with wet eyes...holding his hands...he knew that he had less time...he tried to stand taking support of the wall and started moving towards the gate with her....he reached a taxi crawling and falling with her support...opened it ..took hold of the steering...he crossed a police van ....made a halt...one policeman was left alive shouting on the radio"two terrorists in a taxi moving towards police station"...he looked in the rear view mirror...a taxi was behind them..in it was the gunman holding his bleeding head and one more person driving...he pulled the first gear and taxi moved ahead...he was being chased down...with a blow the rear glass broke away...he was driving at the maximum speed ...she was crying...suddenly he saw another police van with few officers in it...he stopped the taxi and tried to get out and then he heard the gun shot...few bullets penetrated his head...few his chest...he looked towards her she was yelling and crying with pain...blood was running through her cheek ...her yellow salwar had turned red...she fell ahead on the dash board...he saw policemen coming near them..one of them said.."it was not mentioned on the radio that one of them was a girl"

one week..one year

It is said that on your day everything goes as per your wish..you will have a good breakfast.. u will have your dress neatly ironed...u will get your socks at place..your boss will be absent... India will win the cricket match..you will get a call from the one u love...and everything else that you expect from a perfect life...

but what if its your week...that seems too greedy.. but ya it happens and its happened to me...

exactly one week ago on 10th march at 2:00 p.m. in the afternoon.. i was sitting on my chair in the LPG plant in the heat of Rajasthan with only one way to get out of there....my XLRI result..if i get through it then only i would be able to get out of this mess.....and after one week on 17th march ...at 2:15 p.m. i am left with no option as either way i am going to leave this place in 2-3 months..whether i get through XLRI or not...

10th march , 2:00 p.m., i got a call from my boss that i need to go to Jaipur to be a part of organizing committee of some function hosted by petroleum minister Murli Deora where Rajasthan Chief Minister was chief guest...

there i met my G.M. of northern region and had few words with him...

now let me take u one year back...its 15th march 2009...

Boss-"what do you think that if u will tell the G.M. that u are not satisfied with ur job(operations) and this place then he will call me and tell me to get u transferred to delhi and in sales.

its 17th march 2010

Boss-"G.M. called and he wants u to move to sales and also to get u transferred to some other place in north which is not yet confirmed"

now u get the title of the blog.. isn't it?

so it was just one adventurous week in which i met Murli Deora and Milind Deora to Ashok Gehlot(C.M. Rajasthan) and traveled the length and breadth of Rajasthan with a Honda City allotted to me...was treated like a VIP...attended a press conference of chief minister and petroleum minister...had dinner at chief minister home with my G.M., executive director and director....and at the end had my name listed in the transfer and sales list.

it was just a matter of one week..........